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第18章我道歉
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IApologize
佚名Anonymous
Tothewomahbehindus—Iapologizeformymother.
&awaresheisstaringatyou“watgyoueat.”
Allsheisawareofistheactivityarouhemusicofvoicesraisediion.Allsheisdoingislookingarouhewonderofachildtryihing,butwithouttheabilityaoknowthatshemightoffend.Iwillhejoyshefindsingoingthallshewillrememberisthejoybutnotwhatcausedit.
Tothewomaninthegrocerystorerestroom—Iapologizeformymother.
Herbodyhasbetrayedher.Sheisn’tawareshehashada.Herdiaperhastobedshehasmetoodshewon’trememberyourentsabouttheodorortheat.Unfortunately,Iwill.
Tothemaline—Iapologizeformymother.
Sheislivinginaworldo.ShemeantendedaentwhenshecalledyouafinelookingNegro.Yourharshwordswillmakeoher.She’trememberthemandallshewillrememberishurtingbeeoher.
Tothekidsonthesidewalkbehindus—Iapologizeformymother.
Sheshufflesratherthanly,withhertrustinglyholdingmyhandasIdidherswhenIwasadtheseroleswerereversed.She’thurryup.Pushingherhermakeherwalkanyfaster.Herbodyandhermindarefragileherwillbegettier.Sowalkaroulyawillneverbeyouandyslowlytogetherontheside>
ToMom’sfriends—Iapologizeformymother.
&remembertheyouoftoday.Whensheseesyouwhe,youareastranger.Shewillgreetyouwiththeinbraessshehasalossessedbutshedoesn’tknowyou.Theyouofyesterday,however,isasourceofjoytoherasshetalksaboutthethingsyoudidtogether“justlastweek”
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Tothepolice—Iapologizeformymother.
&hatsomewhereihatsomethingiswroogohome.Homeis7oonafarminNorthawithhermotherahreesisters.Thankythetimetouandandbriomewhenshegforherhome.
Tomys—Iapologizeformymother.
Ashernieephewsshehasalwayslovedyoualldearly.Butshedoesn’tknowyounow.Mostofthetimeshedoesn’tknowthatIamherdaughter.Alittlemoreofherslipsawayeveryday.Butasshelooksatthefamilyphotoalbumstheloveshefeelsforyouhasnotdimmed.
Tomyhusband—Iapologizeformymother,
Shehasalwayslovedyouasasohepaigherfadefurtherandfurtherawayfromuseveryday.Ihavewatchedyoubuildaplaceforheriawordofthanksfromheroreveofyouraents.I’tdothiswithoutyou.Yoursupportahofuskeepsmegoing.
Iapologize…andIthankyouall.
吃饭时坐在我身后的那位女士——我替我母亲向您道歉。
她并不知道自己正目不转睛地“看您吃东西”
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她只能感知她附近的动静,以及人们谈话声。
她仅仅是在东张西望,像一个孩子般好奇地看着身边的事物,她再也无法意识到自己可能会打扰他人。
我不会剥夺她来餐馆进餐的快活,尽管她只记得快活;至于快活的原因,恐怕她早已忘了。
那位在杂货店卫生间遇到的女士——我替我母亲向您道歉。
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