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第13章男人来自火星,女人来自金星(12)
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IworkedhardiudiedtlybecauseIwaagoodjobwhenIgraduated.Ididn’twantourlivestosufferbecauseI’tprovideforus.AftercollegeIgotawell-payingjobwithaninsuranpany.Aftersavingfortutadowonahouse.Awo-bedroomhouse.Ithadalargekitdagreatbedroomforthetwoofus.Ijustknewyouwouldloveit.Whehehouse,Itriednottobuytoomuiture.Ididn’tigyouwoulder.Justthebasics.
&imesIwouldsitohresholdofthefrontdoor.Iwouldstaredowandwatcheverycarthatpassedby.Onedayyoumightbeihosecars.Iensomuch.
Thebedwastoobigforjustoneperson.Iakemyselfstretchoutorsleepinthemiddle.Istayedoeyouwerewithme.SomenightsIostheary.IwouldrollotosayyourIdidn’tknoas.Iwouldjustcallyou“Love”
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“Love?”
Youwouldsmileatme.
“Areyouhappywithme?Areyougladyouwaitedforme?”
Youwouldn’tanswer.You’djustreadtouchmylipsandfeelmyface.Icouldfeelyourhandsonmyface.Youcouldfeelmytears.
“Iloveyousomuch.”
Theyearswentby.Itriedtoimagiy.Ikhere.Ikhepersonwho’smeabeouttheresomewhere.Itwouldjustbeamatterofwaiting.IknewIcouldwaitforeverforyouifIhadto.Ilovedyou.
WhenmymomdiedIwaslefttohahearrasmyself.IthadjustbeenherandI,andwe’dgroartoverthelasttwentysome-oddyears.OmassheaskedmewhenIwasghomeagirl.I’tsayanythingtoa.I’teveheeyestherestofthenight.Iwantedbadlyforyoutomeether.Shewouldbesoproudofme.Soproudthathersonhadsuderfulwoman.Itwouldbeperfect.
ButasIwatchedherbeihegrave,Ididn’thaveaandingwithme.IdidoshowmymoI>
ThatnightIcried.IcriedbecauseIdidhmetoholdmeahingwasalright.Ididoholdorlipstokiss.Nothing.I’dhatandperhapsneverwould.
EagIlookedatmyselfinthemirror.Thewrinklesaroundmyeyesweregettingdeeper.Myhairhadthinnedandreceded.Ihopedyouwouldloveme.Ihopedyoucouldstilllookatmyfadsmile.
“Iwanttoseeyousmile,”
thenursesays.
I’t.Everythis.
“Ifyoudon’tsmileformeI’mgoiururs,”
thenursewarns.Ihateher.Sheisalwaystryingtomakemedosillythingslikesmileh.Shehaspaininherlife.
Leavemealone.
“oestheTV.Goodnight,sir.”
Shetursandshutsthedoorbehindher.Mysmallbedroomdisappearsintothedark.Ihearherfootstepsasshewalksdowhefootstepsfade,andthenallIhearisthedistanteyheart.Atearslowlyfindsitsillowddies.Myworldbeesquiet.
I’malone.
It’sdarkandI’malone.
Whydidn’tyouevere,Love?
Iwaitedforyou.
Iwaitedforyou.
我永远爱你,永远。
我仍然记得,当我还是一个懵懂的小孩子时,就总是想和你一起玩耍。
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