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第6章信仰的力量ThePowerofBelief
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“Youwillneverwalkagain.Youwillhavetouseareparedforthedrimprognosis,Iheardhiswordsfallheavilyonmyears,numbingmysoul.IfIhadhopelessbefore,Ifelthopelessthen.
Mycatastrophiccarathadleftmeunsdincritiditioofihedincasts,theleftoiontoaidthehealingofabrokenhipandpelvis.WhileIhadotherseriousinjuries,mylegsweremyprime.eeedstead“onthego”
bynature,Iaginebeialoneaninvalid.
Lyingiionlessandrelyingonprayer,IwonderedhowIcouldgivemyten-year-oldsoMomwouldheal.He'dbeencheerfulo,butIsawthefearinhiseyes.Lookingforwardtohavingatotallyhaheraionsofthatwereweighingheavilyonhislittleshoulders.HeherayofhopethatIwouldnotbeinawheelchairforever.
Justmaybe,Ithought,Icouldusethisexperietodowherikes.ButIwasn'tjustbeingaltruistieededsomethingbesidesmyphysigtosinkmyIrishstubboro—it'sthattraitthatkeptmeghthetoughestgeofmylife.
Itdidn'ttakemelongtobepatientwithmylimitedmobilityahepacethetherapistswerewillingtogowithme.Ivowedtolearheyshotingtomoveonmyownathenurses'lastrounds,I'msureIbrokeeveryhospitalrule.Iomakethingshappenmyway.Andbeioawheelchairtherestofmylifedidn'tfitintomyplans.
Atfirst,Itaughtmyselftomovefromthebedtothewheelchair.Imadetisforweeks,afraidoffalling,butmoreafraidtojustlieinbed.Ireachedapointwheremyarmswerestrooswihechair.Gettingoutofthedbatobedprovedmoredifficult,butIsoohthesheetswithonehaionbarwiththeother.Iwouldn'twinanygymnastipetitions,butitworked.Iofteheherapistswouldhavedohey'dseerugglingonmyown.
OncesureIcouldreturhebedfromthewheelchair,Ibegantotackleawalkerthathadbeeinmyroombyaformerhospitalroommate.Iftheicedthatthewheeldheretheyhadleftthem,theyweren'tsayinganything.Iwonderedifaspiracyofsilencehaddeveloped:Iwouldn'tsayanythingaboutmysecrettherapysessions,aaswell.
&inmyprivateroom,assoonasIknewIwouldn'tbeiedordiscovered,Iwouldmaneuvermyselffromthebedtotheflontothebedrailfordearlife,andslowlyputtioerseveralweeksoftheseeversodiffiystrengthaiobuild.Socametheultimatege:alternatingandmovioatime.Ihaddreamsbrisklydowschool,playireddrivingagain—graobesure,butIkhiherewouldeadaywhenthewheelchairwouldbegoneandI
Itcamethetimetosharemyaentswiththepersonmostimportanttome.O,beforemysonarrivedfularvisit,Ipulledmyselfintothedstatiohewalkerinfrontofme.WhenIheardhimgreetthehestatiedmyselfup.Asheopehedoor,Itookafes.Shocked,helywatchasIturartedbacktobed.AllofthepaihestrugglefadedasIheardthewordsIhadloohear,“Mommy,you>
Iamowalkaloimesusingae.Iamabletotakepublisportationtoshopandvisitfriends.Mylifehasbeehmaonesandaentsofroud.Butnomethesatisfadjoyofferedbythosefourlittlewordsspokenbymyson.
“你再也不能走路了,你得坐轮椅。”
医生残酷的“判决”
如五雷轰顶,几乎将我击晕。
我毫无心理准备,那一刻,一种从未有过的绝望感袭上心头。
那场灾难性的车祸使我不省人事,生命垂危。
醒来时,我发现两条腿都打着石膏,为了帮助髋骨和骨盆愈合,我的左腿被牵引起来。
虽然身上还有其他更严重的伤,但最令我担心的还是这两条腿。
我是一位特种需求的教师,且天生好动,我无法想象自己被困在轮椅上的情形,更别说是残疾了。
我躺在**不能动弹,只能默默祈祷。
我就想,怎样让我10岁的儿子对他妈妈的康复怀有希望呢?每次他来看我,都很高兴,但我仍能从他眼中读到恐惧。
他一定知道妈妈即将成为一个彻底的残疾人,这种打击对他来说太沉重了。
他需要希望的曙光:妈妈不会永远待在轮椅上。
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